I receive numbers , I do not know, why I go to the Bible for answers, I have to take note this could all mean something , much bigger than I will ever be, Where as the Savior/source , Seems to be the answer, It is what i relate them too , It could very well be wrong , & the Numbers mean something completely different , but what i will do is write the Psalms & revelation,s I personally have never read the Bible , Writing it down , I can maybe try to get some answers. 09;09, 10/10 10;01 12;12=24, 14;41, 18;18, 2:22
Psalm 9
For the Director of music . To {the tune of} " The Death of the Son", A psalm of David.
1 I will praise you. O Lord, with all my heart;
I will tell of all your wonders.
2 I will be glad and rejoice in you;
I will sing praise to your name , O Most High.
3 My enemies turn back;
they stumble and perish before you.
4 For you have upheld my right , my cause;
you have sat on your throne, judging righteously.
5 You have rebuked the nations and destroyed the
wicked;
you have blotted out their names for ever and ever.
6 Endless ruin has overtaken the enemy,
you have uprooted their cities;
even the memory of them perished.
7 The Lord reigns for ever;
he was established his throne for judgement.
8 He will judge the world in righteousness;
he will govern the peoples with justice.
(9 The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed,)
(a stronghold in times of trouble.)
10 Those who know your name will trust in you,
for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who
seek you
7 all flocks and herds,
and the beasts of the field,
8 the birds of the air,
and the fish of the sea,
all that swim the paths of the seas.
(9 O Lord, our Lord)
(how majestic is your name in all the earth!)
Psalm 10
(1) Why , O Lord, do you stand far off?
why do you hide yourself in times of trouble?
2In his arrogance the wicked man hunts down the
weak,
who are caught in the schemes he devises;
3 He boasts of the cravings of his heart;
he blesses the greedy and reviles the Lord.
4 In his pride the wicked does not seek him;
in all his thoughts there is no room for God
5 His ways are always prosperous;
he is haughty and your laws are far from him;
he sneers at all his enemies.
6 he says to himself, " Nothing will shake me;
I`ll always be happy and never have trouble."
7 His mouth is full of curses and lies and threats;
trouble and evil are under his tongue.
8He lies in wait near villages;
from ambush he murders the innocent,
watching in secret for his victims,
9 He lies in wait like a lion in cover;
he lies in wait to catch the helpless;
he catches the helpless and drags them off in his
net.
10His victims are crushed , they collapse;
they fall under his strength.
11 He says to himself, " God has forgotten;
he covers his face and never sees. "
12 Arise, Lord! Lift up your hand, O God.
Do not forget the helpless.
13 Why does the wicked man revile God?
Why does he say to himself,
"He won,t call me to account"?
14 But you, O God, do see trouble and grief;
you consider it to take it in hand.
The victim commits himself to you;
you are the helper of the fatherless.
15 Break the arm of the wicked and evil man;
call him to account for his wickedness
that would not be found out.
16The Lord is king for ever and ever;
the nations will perish from his land.
17You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted;
you encourage them, and you listen to their
cry,
18defending the fatherless and the oppressed,
in order that man, who is of the earth, may
terrify no more,
he blesses the greedy
Psalm 12
For the director of Music. According to Sheminith. a psalm of David
1 Help, Lord, For the godly are no more;
the faithful have vanished from among men.
2Everyone lies to his neighbor;
their flattering lips speak of deception.
I added 12+12 & Psalm 24
Of David. A psalm.
1The earth is the Lord`s, and everything in it,
the world, and all who live in it;
Psalm 14
For the director of music. Of David.
1The fool says in his heart,
" There is no God."
They are corrupt, their deeds are vile;
there is no-one who does good.
2The Lord looks down from heaven
on the sons of men.
to see if there are any who understand,
any who seek God.
3All have turned aside,
they have together become corrupt;
there is no-one who does good,
not even one.
4Will evildoers never learn_
those who devour my people as men eat bread
and who do not call on the Lord?
5There they are, overwhelmed with dread,
for God is present in the company of the
righteous.
6You evildoers frustrate the plans of the poor,
but the Lord is their refuge.
7Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of
Zion!
when the Lord restores the fortunes of his
people,
let Jacob rejoice and Israel be glad!
Psalm 41
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1Blessed is he who has regard for the weak;
the Lord delivers him in times of trouble.
2The Lord will protect him and preserve his life;
he will bless him in the land
and not surrender him to the desire of his foes.
3The Lord will sustain him on his sick-bed
and restore him from his bed of illness.
4I said " O Lord, have mercy on me;
heal me, for i have sinned against you, "
5My enemies say of me in malice,
" When will he die and his name perish?"
6Whenever one comes to see me,
he speaks falsely, while his heart gathers slander,
then he goes and spreads it abroad.
7All my enemies whisper together against me
they imagine the worst for me, saying,
8"A vile disease has beset him;
he will never give up from the place where he lies."
9Even my close friend, whom i trusted,
he who shared my bread,
has lifted up his heel against me.
10But you, O Lorsd, have mercy on me;
raise me up, that i can repay them.
11I know that you are pleased with me,
for my enemy does not triumph over me.
12In my integrity you uphold me
and set me in your presence for ever.
13Praise be to the Lord, the God of Israel,
from everlasting.
Amen Amen
Psalm 18
For the director of music. Of David the servant of the Lord.
he sang to the Lord the words of this song when the
Lord delivered him from the hand of all enemies
and from the hand of Saul. He said
1I love you, O Lord, my strength.
2The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom i take refuge.
He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my
stronghold.
3I call to the Lord, who is worthy of praise,
and I am saved from my enemies.
4The cords of death entangled me;
the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me.
5The cords of the grave coiled around me
the snares of death confronted me.
6In my distress I called the Lord;
I cried to my God for help
From his temple he heard my voice;
my cry came before him, into his ears.
7The Earth trembled and quaked,
and the foundations of the mountains shook;
they trembled because he was angry.
8Smoke rose from his nostrils;
consuming fire came from his mouth;
burning coals blazed out of it.
9He parted the heavens and came down;
dark clouds were under his feet.
10 He mounted the cherubim and flew ;
he soared on the wings of the wind.
11He made darkness his covering, his canopy around
him--
the dark rain clouds of the sky.
12 Out of the brightness of his presence clouds
advanced,
the dark rain clouds of the sky.
13The lord thundered from heaven;
the voice of the Most High resounded.
14 He shot arrows and scatterd [the enemies]
great bolts of lightning and routed them.
15 The valleys of the sea were exposed
and the foundations of the earth laid bare
at the rebuke, O Lord
at the blast of breath from your nostrils.
16 He reached down from on high and took hold of
me;
he drew me out of the deep waters.
17 He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.
18They confrunted me in the day of my disaster,
but the Lord was my support.
19Thou has enlarged my steps under me,
that my feet did not slip
There are 50 verses in Psalm 18, I am going to jump to 36 and miss a few.
36You broaden the path beneath me,
so that my ankles do not turn over.
37 I have pursued my enemies and overtook them;
I did not turn my back till they were destroyed.
38I crushed them so that they could not rise;
they fell beneath my feet
39 You armed me with strength for battle;
you make my adversaries bow at my feet.
40You make my enemies turn their backs in flight,
and that I might destroy them that hate me.
these numbers I get a lot over these past years, I can relate dates, Incidents, when in life, we have experienced,
being the butt of the jokes, feeling as if everyone was against you, or even worse their keeping something from you, Thinking their so clever, But for the word even Hate being mentioned, I could never hate, Hate is such a strong word, I dislike , what is happening, in this Our World, I am Questioning all, What if,s but,s & Maybe,s If life was that easy , (& if your Auntie had a pair, she would be your uncle????Think it is funny,) Where do we stop loving , |Never] , that is my answer, we can dislike , whatever it maybe,
I feel I have to end this on Revelation 22, for some reason unbeknown to myself, I do not have a clue , as to why there is , no Revelation 23, only 23 Psalm,s it will have a meaning, but for now, I am enjoying working it out .
psalm 22, has 31 , verses, I will do only a few,
psalm 22
To the chief Musician upon Ailjeleth Shatar, also "The Doe of the Morning".
A psalm of David
My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?
why are you so far from saving me,
2 O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer,
by night, and am not silent.
Now am going to jump to verse 22,
22I will declare your name to my brothers;
in the congregation I will praise you.
23 You who fear the lord, praise him!
All you descendants of Jacob, honor him!
Revere him, all you descendants of Israel!
Now am going to 30
30 A seed shall serve him;
It shall be held accounted to the Lord for a generation.
31They shall come, and shall De-clare his righteousness unto a people that shall be born, that he hath done this.
Revelation 22
The River of life
22 Then the angel showed me the river of the
water of life, as clear ad crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb ( 2) down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruits every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the Nations. 3) \no longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. 4) They will see, and his name will be on their foreheads. (5) There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the dun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever.
(6)The angel said to me, "These words are trustworthy and true. The Lord, The God of the spirits of the prophets, sent his angel to show his servants the things that must soon take place.
Jesus is Coming
7 " Behold, I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book, "
(8)I, John, am the one who heard and saw these things,. And when I had heard and seen them,, I fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who had been showing them to me. (9)But he said to me, "Do not do it! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers the prophets and of all who keep the words of this book. " Worship God!" !10) And he said to me, seal not the sayings of the prophecy of this book: For the time is at hand.
11 He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he who is filthy,let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous. let him be righteous still: and he who is holly, let him be holy still.
120" Behold I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what
he has done. (13) I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the ?Last, the Beginning and the End.
(14)
Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.
(15) For without, outside are the dogs, and sorcerers, and whore-mongers, those who practice magic arts, the sexually immoral, the murders, the idolaters and everyone who loves the practice of falsehood.
(16)I Jesus have sent mine angel to give you this testimony for the churches,. I am the root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star. "
(17) The spirit and the bride say "Come!" And let him that hears say "Come" and who ever wishes let him take from the water of life freely.
(18) I warn everyone who hears the words of the prophecy of this book: If anyone adds anything to them, God will add to him the plagues described in this book (19) And if anyone takes words away from this book of prophecy, God will take from him his share of the tree of life and the holy city, which are described in this book.
(20)He who testifies to these things says, " Yes, I am coming soon,"
Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
(21) The grace of the Lord Jesus be with Gods people ,... Amen....
Interesting !!!!, now my thoughts}
I am thinking personally , on many levels, I can relate , feel where I, my life,
definitely someone has been walking with me,
I could write forever off what I think, & occasions that someone, maybe 2/3 walked with me, in every dangerous situation, when i truly was not on my full guard, My dog , jumped in the way of , a fool who tried to stab me, Stab me with his knife, Shocked , when i found this out , was when my dog collapsed, But She was amazing, From the 2 wounds till everything sort of calmed to allow for the police and ambulances the dog collapsed, She had been stabbed for me, I was not even aware , what was wrong with the dog, till one of the neighbors shouted , he tried to stabb you . Then i knew Get her too a vet, my husband was also stabbed and went to the hospital, he even said to the health professionals have i got Cancer, They all turned away, That was September 2008, he had not felt quite himself, We did fine out in the April of 2009 . Then it was all go , such a blurr of time, we actually never had a chance to laugh at the past, the future was coming all too fast , diagnosed on 22nd of April, 2009, near immobilized by January2010 . and by January 26th the Grim Reaper appeared .
Really unfair , he always said he would not make we 46 i used to shush him thinking do not say that, but secretly i dreamed of this fear , losing my husband was a massive fear of mines , losing my children is now my biggest fear, that is normal , parents all get these fears The last 9 months with my husband , were so sad, watching a once inspiration, to you , become a shadow of his former self, he was well loved by lots of different types of people, he was far from perfect, but his word, actually ment something, he always stuck to his word, and always was first to lend a helping hand, I do miss him , I have to admit, maybe I should stop dwelling, But its not even dwelling on the past, due to all your past comes into play , in the lessons you learn, the connections, everything , all comes back , If you are Morally, not deceitful, Never lie, Conditioned not to lie, Controlled. I feel a bit cheated,. Is an understatement. Not just for myself , for our children, No-one will ever be able to fill his boot,s so to speak, he had so much knowledge, and he shared with us/me, we shared with each other, bounced every idea of each other, question , analyze and go with the best option. there was always 2 sides of the coin , so to speak, and we would pick the side that was best for everyone, for the better good, Is that wrong, its how we felt morally correct , None of us are perfect, it takes a lifetime to learn, Just as you think, I have seen it all now, there is always something, the least expected, yet if , you go over your life, you can see, I should /could done this, but whats done is done. Its all experience now lessons or blessings someone once asked me if he was a blessing or a lesson, Now thinking at first i thought , what a hard way to learn what was to be taught, so really you were a blessing also, but so stuck in your negative ways, I could not give you me , Anyone ,
My Husband and I
where together, 29 and a half years, Plenty love plenty , moaning, Never hate though, Up,s and down,s everyday, but we learned so much together and for that, Is time never wasted, Why we had to part, is another story. I have mentioned in another comment up above.
My train of thought,s today, with plenty other in-between. Life is forever throwing things at you , am getting really good at catch , and being able to decipher fast , what is right and what is wrong, The more i try to keep myself busy writing and escaping the more comes to me, off the journey , we had It was Fun, it was Living & Not thinking off tomorrow if we didn't have to, we partied like there was no tomorrow, and am so glad we did have fun, We never spoke of our older year,s we spoke of everything else, but not later years, we both knew there was big changes coming we just did not expect it to be so quick and Cruel is an understatement , Being left without my left side, I can say with a smile now, He was such an inspiration, He thought the same of me, of-course we had our rubbish times, But we had three beautiful children and a Granddaughter, who can only hear now how great a man he was. and always will be in a lot of people,s heads, he would always help rather than hinder, It had t be righteous , and that is one big factor, if you are right, Who deciphers, who is right & who is wrong, I honestly haven't a clue, but what i can do is keep on going , how i do and always have done throughout my life is be Myself, for I am all that I am, And even though am older, there is always room for improvement. I give all, & help the needy, that keeps me strong , I love when others do good
, All the names, I can relate, with all the Prophet,s in their own ways, Everyone can. just look at what you might think are your hindrances, That is quite a harsh word, ,= your true blessings , as I have said come in many guises and life is a big Cycle. , I love to see others faces happy, If i can bring that Grin or laugh, and still just be me, I only see myself as me , I do not like confrontation,It depends on what is to be confronted that sets me on guard. I do not mind constructive criticism. Negativity , I can Taste , now, I know, It has power, The amount, You give it, Turn others perceptions and use them as stepping stones to a better you, Is that wrong, No, I know its not. Life is for learning, some play it like a big chess board, even taken out, there top to hide a secret , usually a Dirty secret. I think due to the depths they seem to go to hide such secret,s . Sad
Do these feel Karma, do they receive , it because they think they are Right and know better than anyone, No they are so wrong , nothing righteous in greed , or getting everything, you think you deserve, We all come into this world and we all die, when its over , we are put in the same size coffin, we even bleed the same, have the same feelings, Are yous`e really that Alien , you forget, Human Moral's, They are not hard t live by these codes of conduct , should apply , to all and sundries , not just yous`e that is not correct. . My thoughts as i have written this day 11/2/2016.
Keep lifted and God bless..... KMC11/2/16......... This.
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